Geschichte
von das kleine halbe HLHS-Herz
Wenn
man ein behindertes Kind hat, findet man allerlei kleine Geschichten,
die etwas kluges, schönes, trostreiches oder ähnliches sagen
möchte.
Mir
geht es oft so, dass ich nicht so richtig weiss, ob ich diesen
Geschichten eigentlich mag.
Als
ich kurz nach Roses Herzstillstand in 2011 dieses Geschicte über ein
HLHS baby gelesen habe, habe ich sie zu mir nehmen können.
Und
die Geschichte hat seither in meinem Herzen gewohnt.
Für
mich war es so: eines Tages geht Rose von hier fort, denn sie will zu
ihren halben Herz, der im Himmel zurückblieb, als sie geboren wurde.
Und dabei ist sie zwischen zweierlei Lieben geteilt.
Wir
haben die Geschichtle an ihre Beerdigung vorgelesen.
Why God you a HLHS-baby
- a story about a child with a half heart
It's a beautiful day up in heaven.
- a story about a child with a half heart
It's a beautiful day up in heaven.
Jesus is rounding up his tiniest
angels, to go live on earth, and be born.
One of the sweetest angels says to Jesus "I don't want to leave, I like it here, and I will miss you".... He reassures the scared little angel that everything will be okay, and that he is just going for a visit. He is still not swayed on this idea.
So Jesus kneels down, and says, "How about if you leave half of your heart here with me and take the other half with you, will that be okay?"
The angel smiles and says, "I guess that will work". But the little angel is still a little scared.
Will I be okay with only half of my heart?”
One of the sweetest angels says to Jesus "I don't want to leave, I like it here, and I will miss you".... He reassures the scared little angel that everything will be okay, and that he is just going for a visit. He is still not swayed on this idea.
So Jesus kneels down, and says, "How about if you leave half of your heart here with me and take the other half with you, will that be okay?"
The angel smiles and says, "I guess that will work". But the little angel is still a little scared.
Will I be okay with only half of my heart?”
Jesus replies, “of
course you will, I have other angels there that will help out, and
you will be fine.”
Then Jesus gives the angel more details about his plan.
He says “When you are born, your mommy will be scared, so you have to be strong, and when you feel week just remember that I have the other half of your heart.
Then Jesus gives the angel more details about his plan.
He says “When you are born, your mommy will be scared, so you have to be strong, and when you feel week just remember that I have the other half of your heart.
Enjoy
your time with your family, play and laugh every day, and when it’s
time to come back to heaven, I will make your heart whole again.
Always remember that you are not broken, just torn between two loves…
By
Savana Williams, mother to a child with HLHS
